I was so alone when my beautiful Goddess walked away. I was so sure I would spend the night with her in or very near her bed. I wanted so much to sleep with my nose in her beautiful ass. Or with my mouth over her pussy, well at least touching it. I thought she was spending the night down there with me. I was totally unprepared for her walking away. There was great emptiness inside me. I laid there for quite sometime before I was able to obtain sexual relief by thinking of serving my Goddess. I thought of doing all kinds of things for her and her doing all kinds of things to me. I fantasized about eating Jennifer's pussy. That is when I shot my wad. After that I was able to sleep.

I awoke when I heard the door open, I knew my Jennifer was coming to me. I was overjoyed. I did not know if she had laid in her bed and got horny and wanted sexual relief, or if she had laid there and thought of something I had done or said that was not in her description of how a slave should behave for his Goddess. If it was the latter, she was coming down to punish me. Whichever, it was, it was a huge improvement over being alone. I can handle pain from her better than I can handle being separated from her. This was not a separation like when she was by the pool, or swimming while I was cleaning house. I could have went out to her. I did look out the window to see her sunbathing. She had removed her top and bottom and was sunbathing while laying on her back. Her blonde bush was beautiful in the sunlight. I masturbated and got off while fantasing about my mouth over her pussy and my nose enhaling the aroma of her pussy with her blonde pubes going up my nose each time I inhaled. I never dreamed I would be living that fantasy. That it would be a reality for me for life. I am the luckiest guy in the world. I would trade places with no one. Thank you Chrissy.

When she said she missed and needed me, I knew I would receive love. I knew I was going to tongue fuck her and swallow some fabulous cum. I was not prepared for the pain. That is the thing about Goddesses, the more love they give you, the more they hurt you. She hurt me more then she had in our lovemaking previously. I was better prepared though. I was of a more determind mind. I was able to concentrate only on her pleasure in spite of all the pain. I felt it afterwards though. Jennifer can be so vicious. In the end I saw so much love in her eyes. I would gladly have given my life to her for that look I thought. Forgetting about me and thinking of her really does mean a lot to her. I will strive never to think of anything about me while she is using me for her pleasure. Worshipping a Goddess carries a huge responsibility. Two days ago I never dreamed the high cost to maintain a Goddess. The cost can only be measured by a life. I have no regrets though. As I have already said, "I would trade places with no guy on earth".



"John, you were so great, I am so proud of you." I told him while recovering my breath.

I raised up and got my panties. I smiled and giggled as I held them just barely out of reach of his open mouth. When he would raise up I would keep them just out of reach. He grabbed my arm with his and was pulling them to his mouth. I screamed and called him a cheater. I was losing the tug of war. I bent over and bit his hand, not hard but enoufh to hurt though, he turned lose my arm.

"Oh, Jennifer, that hurt! Do you know how sharp your teeth are?"

"Poor boy, did your sweet Goddess cause you a bit of discomfort? Here open your mouth, have some delish cum soaked panties. (g) Goddesses, never lose, fool! (g) Hey, it can't hurt that long. Eat my panties!" He put the crotch of my panties in his mouth as I got up to go to bed. "I will leave those with you, slave. You enjoy them now!" (g)

I sang a verse of a song about a Goddess and her slave as I walked back up the stairs leaving John with my panties. At least he was no longer alone. He had pain, and my panties. If any of you do not believe the slave got the better trade, would you stand with your legs spread and allow me to kick you as hard as I could knowing, even as you witnessed the rapid closing of my foot on your balls, That soon you would be inhaling and sucking on my cum soaked panties? My teeth did not hurt nearly as much as that would have!