Shy as I was, I couldn't stand it any longer. "Please fuck me," I said out loud. And he shove a bit more of the cock head in. I felt great, but again he held back as I squirmed and tried to force him in further, grabbing his buttocks and pulling. "Please fuck me MORE." And his cock went further in. Now I could move without it falling out. It was passed the cockhead and felt fat and slick in me. "FUCK ME WITH YOUR COCK!" and he shoved another inch in. ""FUCK ME! FUCK ME FUCK ME! YOUR FAT COCK! FUCK ME, BERT! FUCKEE FUCKEE FUCKEE! HARDER! FUCKEE! FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCKFUCK!"

And he shoved deeper and deeper and started to thrust in and out with slow deliberate movements as I tried to quicken the pace and wrapped my legs around his ass shoving myself up at him as he drilled that beautiful hot cock into me and grabbed my ass and drilled me harder and harder, and quicker and quicker, and I could hear the boys gasp as he pulled out almost all the way then shoved in me so deep I thought I was going to vomit. He was hard and hot and really knew how to fuck, drilling me with strong, hard strokes and bending down and lapping my tits, my pink tits, as I pulled him into me with my legs and caressed his back and butt with my legs and his hands all over my legs, fucking my mouth with his, then tonguing my tits, and I felt so good I knew I wanted to feel like this forever or maybe forever or maybe .

And he want faster and faster and harder, kissing me and licking me. And I shook and squirmed and felt every part of him I could, even pushing my hand between us so I could feel him as he went in and out, and I even fingered myself a bit, embarrassing myself in front of the boys who giggled and gasped and pulled on their little goaty dicks as they watched, and I happened to look up at Sammy and he winked, then I saw Bert's face who was fucking me harder and harder and he winked too, then shoved all the way in, higher than ever before, pulled almost all the way out and did this over and over very quickly until he was going to cum and I knew it and I was going to cum too, and he shoved in even deeper and bigger than ever before, grabbing my ass and pulling me way in, and my legs pulled him even harder and he shot a load of hot, sticky cum way down in me then a half stroke and another hot load, then another and more cum and over and again, both of us cumming and moaning and twisting and pawing and fucking and loving it. My first real time with a man! What a hump.

And after his last load squirted deep inside, I just kept rubbing against him and he pushed in me in circles so I could feel his dick all around, so hard and lovely, and full and hot. And we lay in the sun sweating and caressing each other, and I could hear the boys get up and go get their clothes and put them on, but we just lay there kissing and squirming slightly in each others arms, and I knew I was in love for the first time and that I would do anything for him. And I could hear the boys gathering up their rope and magazines. And he stayed hard in me and licked the sweat from my tits. And I could feel his cum leak out of my young cunt and down the crack of my ass, cool and sticky in the afternoon. And I could hear the boys walk away as we kissed and licked each others' shoulders and ears and hair and eyelids. And he stayed hard inside me. And the sun went down behind the tree line and I could feel my body cool in the late afternoon except where his body rested on mine or where his tongue licked at my sweat. And I could feel the cum dry stickily in my ass crack. And nothing mattered but love and sex, that hard cock only now beginning to go soft as we held one another.

The next night my parents and aunt and uncle took the younger kids to see a movie and go to the ice-cream parlor. They asked me if I wanted to go, but I looked at Bert and saw him signal "no" with his eyes.

"We'll just stay home and play some cards, O.K.?"

"Yeah, I'm kinda tired. It's O.K. if I just stay home with Bert, huh?"

Our parents saw nothing wrong with the arrangement and I was in heaven! At least until Sarah, my cousin, said she wanted to stay home too.

I looked at Bert, but he shrugged, smiled and looked away. Great, I thought, now we've got a damn chaperone!

After out parents let with the younger ones, we got out the card table and set it up in front of the t.v. There was a movie on about World War II. Bert shuffled the cards and began to deal. Sarah disappeared into her room, and I thought this might turn out all right after all.

"What do you wanta play, honey?" Bert asked. It was the first time he'd called me that and I felt all warm and loose inside suddenly. If only Sarah hadn't stayed home!

"How 'bout hearts?" I said, blushing. He reached over and held my hand.

Just then Sarah came back into the room. "Caught you!" she screamed and laughed. I pulled my hand back quickly.

"I know you're lovebirds," Sarah teased. "K-I-S-S-I-N-G," she sang out. "Too bad for you tonight! I just called some friends to come over," Sarah said and winked at Bert. "The whole gang's coming! Ha!"

I felt very disappointed. Here I thought Bert and I were going to be alone all evening, but now I come to find out the house will be full of Sarahs' friends. No chance for Bert and me tonight, I thought. I got up and started toward the room I shared with Sarah.

"Hey, Where you going?" Bert asked.

"Oh, I'm tired. I think I'll lie down for awhile," I said.

As I walked down the hall toward the room, I heard Bert say, "Fuck this movie!" And I hear him get up and walk away.

Well, that's it, I thought as I lay down on the bed. I dozed off into a disappointed half-dream state.

I woke up hearing the sound of a bunch of guys and girls in the next room. I could hear the t.v. and the sound of glasses. "So, they're going to have a party," I thought. I rolled onto my side and tried to fall back to sleep. The room was dark and I was very sad. "Bert's probably even got a girl friend out there now," I thought.

I feel back into a half sleeping state but was wakened up when I heard the door open. "Suzi? Are you awake?" It was Sarah.

"No." I said, hoping she'd go away.

"Suzi? Please come out and join the party. You'll have fun."

I just lay there.

"Bert wants you to come out," she said half tenderly, half in a singsong mocking tone.

"Oh, O.K." I pulled myself up and walked into the next room.