I was in my junior year of college and living in my first apartment with roommates. I loved college but my social life was only interesting when I let myself go and in retrospect, used. In retrospect, my self esteem was not too high. I was a big girl, about , and although attractive, I "defined" myself, as did others, by my weight. I also realize now, I was "needy," and therefore, when anyone paid any attention to me I would go

The summer before my freshman year in college I was looking for something in my older brothers room when discovered his stash of dirty girlie magazines and erotica. Some of the erotica were books and the ones that piqued my curiousity were about being submissive. As he was away for the summer, I took the three paperbacks into my room and started reading. I was spellbound by the text and found myself masturbating as I read.

After two months of college, I finally knew my grades would be good and that I could easily do the work. My social life was nil. My roommate and dorm mates wanted me to go out on weekends but I was too worried about school to this point. I decided it was time I should go out with the girls. On Friday one of the girls invited me out again with them as there was a party at one of the Fraternitys where she had a friend. I told Jill: "yes, what do I need to wear?" She replied: "something hot if you want to be

I was in my freshmen year at a college a miles from home in . My parents wanted me to go far away, so I would experience being in a different region of the country and grow up. That meant no running home on weekends. The first month wasnt very good socially. Mixers, sorority rush and classes that included almost all awkward freshmen - it was a slow start. The really pretty girls all had - offers for dates but the rest of us were struggling.

Mindy was and was working the summer after she graduated high school at a summer resort in the mountains as a waitress. She and her friend Bev had convinced both of their parents that they could go since the resort supplied room and board and the girls worked for tips that were supposed to be generous. They were both going away for college and they needed the money. Mindy was about ", pounds, black hair, blue eyes, well endowed -D but was thick in the middle.

My adventure with Al really shook me up, but I did realize that I liked someone taking control. My roommate Mandy was just such a type. She was a big girl about 510, 150 pounds, cute face, large breasts and a domineering attitude. I had resisted giving into her dominant ways for the first 4 weeks. It started when she asked me to massage her rear thigh from a bad bruise she received playing womans rugby. She laid on the bed in her shorts, stomach down and told me to massage the swollen area. It was a nasty, black and blue bruise the size of a baseball. When I touched the spot she yelled: "careful - that hurts." I gently tried to rub it but to no avail.

Immediately after we reached our room at the dorm and closed the door, Mandy told me to get undressed. Her air of authority was palpable. I started undressing and so did she. She sat on bed, laid back,and told me: "come over here and start licking." I was surprised by the blunt approach. I guess I knew what was going to happen but it seemed so pushy and expected.