When I was a young man just becoming interested in sex and those very good feelings that would happen when you began to masturbate and finally cum and the world became an explosion of joy and goodness that to this day is hard to describe but every man has had the experience. During this period of my young life I was to experience the joy of another person being responsible for that great feeling. This person was a photographer who worked for a photo studio that my mother worked at in Washington D.C. in the middle forties.

There are times when there is nothing that will satisfy like a good cock. It is a hunger that is over powering and when it hits you must be fed. I have learned this after many years of depriving myself and doing without. Now that I have allowed this side of me to surface I will no longer ignore or suppress the hunger and when the urge hits it is strong.

Following the service years I began the civilian years by getting married and having children just like all other normal young men and was content for a long time. During this period I worked in construction and was earning good money but on occasion did have to travel in order to do my job. I had been lucky and had become a supertiendent for a large company and traveled around to get jobs started and to keep them on track. During this time I would, on occasion ,run into homosexuals in bars but for the most part didnt have any direct contact

It had been a long time since I had been close to anyone and for the most part had just taken advantage of the local glory hole for viewing and for pleasuring myself with men. You see, I live in a small town and if it were known that I was a bisexual that enjoyed the company of man from time to time it could cause real problems. As a result of this I have , for the most part, kept my man experiences for traveling and away from the confines of home town.

It has been awhile since I have had any male contact since I have not had the opportunity to travel but recently I had occasion to travel to our little city south of us that has an adult bookstore. I have written about it previously but for those that dont remember or havent read any of my stories this store has some video booths with some glory holes cut into the thin walls. Anyway, I found myself traveling to this city and after taking care of my business stopped off at the adult bookstore to check out the action.

As many of you who have read my previous stories this one is also true and reflects three different sites that I visited during a trip that I took during April and October of .One of them i visited in the past and at time have been successful and other times have had dry runs. I find that that as I have gotten older it becomes harder and harder to find anyone intrested in fooling around but I still enjoy the richness of male sex and so continue to search for it where I can find it. Although I can still cum I can no longer do it with a good hard dick and that seems to makle it

I had known him for a long time and he was a friend of mine. We often had gone to parties together and had often leered at the same women discussing their attributes and if they would be good in bed. A regular guy that I had shared a lot of time with and had a lot of fun with in a lot of different situations. I would never have thought him to be gay or bi but, than again, no one knows about my other life either so when things evolved it

We have a bookstore in out town that handles used books on a kind of credit basis. When you have completed reading a book you take it in and they will give you a credit that you can use for any merchandise in the place. It also has a back room that is filled with the XXX type things, toys, XXX movies and of course all the things that the gay population would find interesting such as bi-sexual and just straight gay movies.

It had been a long journey filled with the doubts and the uncertainties and most of all the fears that I was somehow weird and not knowing just what I was or who I was. The incidents that have been revealed thus far in other stories have led one down the path of my discovery of my own sexuality of being truly bi with the real cravings for sex with men or women. I denied the male part for many years and only within the past or years have let it become a part of me that now I can accept an act on with enjoyment minus

As I start this ,I also wonder if I will finish it. I truly want too as I have been thinking about doing this for some time now. This is not fiction and what I write is true and will cover a span of time that begins at age twelve with my first of may encounters with gay love and sex. I am now and over the years I have had many encounters with men , all of which I have enjoyed. Some I have sought out , others have just happened . I should state, right now, that I am, without a doubt, very much bisexual.